Surely, I will add your name to my prayerlist, and pray that you will be led effectively. Yet, even as I say that, I believe that you are able to look at Scripture, Collin, and be absolutely certain that Yahweh is going to lead you always according to that which is the very best for you: "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love Elohim, to them who are the called according to his purpose" (Romans 8: 28, KJV). So here you can be assured that He will lead you, as surely as you know that as He calls you, you do answer Him, always in the affirmative! You see, Yahweh has set out a pathway for you to walk, wherein there is happiness and blessings here in this world as you remain certain of His agape and mercy towards you here and for all eternity. Your work is to have that faith which works by love towards Him and others [including enemies], and this is only achieved as you daily awake to prayer and Scriptural study, so that when you leave your home, you have no doubts that you are Yahweh's son, ready to receive anything that hasatan will throw at you to dissuade you from walking on that path every day.
This is hasatan's only work in this world, and he goes at it, tooth and claw, so take on the whole armor of Elohim:
"Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of Elohim, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. 14: Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; 15: And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
16: Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. 17: And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of Elohim: 18: Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; 19: And for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I may open my mouth boldly, to make known the mystery of the gospel, 20: For which I am an ambassador in bonds: that therein I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak" (Ephesians 6: 13-20). Walk in His path for you by ensuring by prayer and study with meditation on the Scriptures and sharing that which Yahweh gives to you to share, and you have all assurances of His watchcare here, and a place in Heaven, and on the Earth made New!
2Corinthians 4: 6