It’s been a week, so I’m taking a micro-vacation from studying the virtuous woman. She’s great and all, but I’ve been swamped with other things. It’s my own neglect and fault, but now I’m reaping the fruit of my doings – procrastination. I can stall on some projects, but I’ll put my intense laser focus on something else (like cleaning and organizing). It’s illogical and unproductive, but I still do it. Ugh.
I get it. I get it. This “habit” doesn’t serve me, but when I’m under a lot of stress (many things to do and hardly any time to get them all done), I revert back to it. I used to think that I was pressuring myself, but I realized (just recently), that it’s my environment too. Literally. If my work area is cluttered, that’s a problem. Yet I prefer everything at my finger tips. Frustrating. Inconvenient. Necessary.
Believe it or not, but that makes me wonder more about the virtuous woman. (I can’t stay away from her.) How did she manage? Likely she didn’t have a procrastination problem. I wonder if she had any bad habits, or if she worked through them. Maybe she matured and that’s what we are all doing. We are maturing.
The virtuous woman isn’t my model, Yahushua is my goal; I desire to become more Messiah-like. His character, his fruit, those are my prizes and in the process, I will be mature like the virtuous woman.
That’s a nice thought. Actually, it’s a lifelong goal. My goal.
What are some of your goals?
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